But it is interesting
you said that, because for many people, cinema in India is not just
entertainment, it is really a religion. As an actor, each film must
be a huge gamble, you do not know what works. What went through
your mind when you chose two of India's biggest blockbusters Chak
De! India and Om Shanti Om?
I am a spiritual about
it in a strange sense. I do not choose films, I think films choose
me. That is the nicest way to answer this and not just boring you
with details what goes into choosing a film. But I want to teach
my children the ability to turn around with pride, tell their parents
and teachers, 'I do not know.'
I follow that myself and I do not know if it is going to work or
not, I just do it because it feels that nice at that point of time.
I do not think I am a great professional who understands the cinema
to such an extent. And I am not being modest. After 17 years, I
still do not have the understanding of what is going to work, and
what is not.
The young girls who never acted before (in Chak De), hockey, which
I have played since childhood, a national sport, since a few good
things and you know that it stands for a part of my philosophy,
"Sattar minutes hain tumahre pass, isme itna chheen lo ke Khuda
bhi tumse wapas na mang sake".
So I believe you only have that little time in life. Om Shanti Om
is wacky, demented, has a sense of humour, which is over the top.
So I do not think it is nice to do. But I really do not know. I
have done a lot of films that a lot of people say... do you allow
me to say 'crap' on NDTV?
Of course, you are.
A lot of people say they're
crap but they are all very dear. Because I did not know even after
doing that, whether they were successful or failures. I still do
not know.
They all are your babies
in a way.
Don't know, I am happy,
I did it.
This year has been a
huge year for Hindi cinema, we have also seen some of the biggest
hits by different actors but it seems it has also become a bit of
parochial in a way. Suddenly all this about camps, people are working
with certain directors. Does all that lead to lessening of experimentation?
Do you think in a way we are becoming too rigid about what kind
of films to choose? Big stars are only choosing films made by certain
people.
No, it is not true.
Since I have been in the film industry for 17 years, I am not from
America, I am from Delhi. I am an outsider. I have done well for
myself in terms of creativity. Nobody ever questioned me where I
come from and where I go. I have worked with everyone. They used
to say Mr (Subhash) Ghai and Mr Yash Chopra and x,y,z directors
do not get along well. I was working with them in the same year.
They were all happy with each other's work. You are hero of the
film and you hope your film does well.
I would like to maintain that 'camp' is a term which is only used
by outsiders. There are no 'camps'. Obviously, there are reasons
of affordability. But the biggest reason is the reason for comfort.
If I work with certain people without having any knowledge, I would
rather work with someone I'm comfortable with. Okay, I am an expensive
actor to work, in the sense of love, sensitivity, kindness and care.
I am very expensive that way...
Right, I am not getting
into other pricing.
I do not take money for
films. People say that's a joke, but that is true. I am very expensive.
I want people to be very nice, kind. I am creating something and
I think of myself as an artist. So I like that atmosphere. So I
choose people I am comfortable with and I work with them. I have
worked with different people. I have worked with Shimit (Amin, director
of Chak De! India). I worked with Farah Khan. Fortunately for me,
all the new people I have worked with have become huge filmmakers.
So I will do a second film with them.
I know we all love to
love Shah Rukh. But suddenly, there are films with snide remarks
about your dancing at award ceremonies... not ours... but dancing
at award ceremonies, doing too many ads. Does that criticism bother
you at all?
No. Dancing at your award
ceremony, it wouldn't be better then. Would it be okay if I dance?
You can tell me if you want me to dance.
You can dance after this.
But then you cannot afford
me. But to be really honest, I do not know why a lot of people say
a lot of things. There was a time six years ago when I would not
react nicely to it. Then one fine morning, I woke up and realised
that whatever power that be, I can say hard work and talent and
like whatever power that has given me so much. So it sidetracks.
I know what I believe in, I believed in certain kind of entertainment
with lot of purity and honesty and I would keep doing that. I would
finally fail or die doing that. I am never going to change that,
not because it works but because I believe in it.
Yes, you should try to earn money; it is good thing to do. I tell
that to every youngster I meet. So all the things that people say
about me, my dancing... I am very, very proud of it. I am not a
great dancer but I still dance, people pay me to dance. They do
not bother me any more. As a matter of fact, three days ago I was
having dinner with some young actors and they told me that we want
to do the same thing. We want to earn money, we want to do the cinema
we believe in. So just keep smiling and not be bothered. I am not
bothered, really, I mean it hurts sometimes. But it is lessening,
the hurt is lessening. So I am quite okay.
I mean, 'logo ko kuch
kahna hai'. But what drives Shah Rukh Khan? That is an amazing drive
you have, you do not give up, you keep going, you keep coming up
with something new. What drives you?
I think I hurt easy;
I get disturbed if I do not win. And that is the general truth.
But if I get disturbed, I do not give up. I have this saying which
is very greedy and perhaps not nice but I say it to my kids, 'losing
is not my option'.
When I say that, I do not say it with vengeance, anger, aggression.
I think you need to pick up yourself, dust yourself and sit again
I will give it another go. That's what I do every morning. I wake
up and I say this is one aspect I would like to win, I would like
to win not in a competition but I want to win myself from the last
year, from the last expression, from the last work. It is not directed
toward x,y,z.
And the second part is I want to end my career as an actor by bringing
smile to the maximum number of faces. You know, I am driving in
a car, I just come down at the airport and somebody just smiles
for no reason, they just smile, they do not know even I am a good
guy or not but they just smile. And that is the gift Allah has given
me that I can make people smile. So I want a lot of people to smile
through the work and because people are giving me so much, I have
to return it. So the drive is to get up every morning and say thank
you through my work. I need to just get up and the drive is to say
thank you. I think it is a positive drive and the negative drive
that I want to win.
You have just said what
impact you have on the people. Does that responsibility ever worry
you? We saw the recent controversy about smoking or not smoking.
Some actors, and this is a big thing in Hollywood, they come out
and make statements about what they think influences the politics
in their country. Because they think, actors have a duty. Do you
buy that?
As an actor, my duty
is to act and I am true believer of that. See, I cannot dilute what
I do by having too many things on my mind. I do not any which way
endorse smoking or any other ill habit which is socially wrong and
I tell children all the time, please do not smoke because it is
the worst.
But I do not like anyone telling me personally what to do and what
not to do. I guard that very, very strongly. There are times when
I know the vulnerability of being a star leads to certain comments
and things. I will not apologise for that. I am very arrogant about
those things, the personal things. You cannot tell me how to earn
a packet, you cannot tell me what to eat, what to wear, what not
to say my wife, these are personal things. I guard that very jealously.
Besides that, as a duty, I think my foremost duty is to act.
There are some parameters I have set to myself. I will not use a
certain kind of language in a movie. This year, I would like to
dedicate myself to make movies for kids, not childish movies but
a movie for kids, take technology of Indian cinema further.
But apart from that, if I am called upon to do a public service
message, I do it. I do not know what duties I should follow. I think
each one of us has been made by God to do one thing, and we should
concentrate on that. I have just about started doing the acting
right, so I do not want to lose out the opportunity of learning
more. But if I am ever called for my viewpoints, I do not say them
- not because I am a hypocrite or coward, but because they get misinterpreted.
Smoking in a pubic place can get misinterpreted, being at a cricket
match can be misinterpreted. So I am not going to say something
which is very strong politically, which will get misinterpreted
because half the people think that I am very close to the Congress
and I am going to join politics.
So you aren't?
I am very close to Priyanka,
Robert and Rahul, but personally. There is another friend of mine,
called Raman Sharma. He is a pilot. That does not mean I am learning
how to fly. I have another friend, who is a software engineer. That
does not mean I can design software as Azim Premji. So these are
my friends and what they do selflessly. I think politicians are
very selfless. But what they do as a job is incidental to my relationship
with them. They are friends and they also consider me that. I tell
everyone, why don't you ask them, 'are you going to join films?'
As you had said, you have had such an amazing year. But nobody could
believe that a man with such a severe back problem -- I think you
had a slip disc -- came up and managed to the six-pack abs. People
said it is air-brushing, surgery... What is the secret behind this,
Shah Rukh? And no, I do not want to see them!
No, I won't show them
to you! It is lot of hard work. I will just say something which
is cheeky. You know, a lot of guys who used to tell me, 'body nahi
hai Shah Rukh bhai', and 'macho nahi lagate hai aap'.
I used to tell them, 'mein to body bana longa, tum acting kaise
sikhoge'?
So I just wanted to prove myself. The reason being I am very attached
to my family and my son thought that I was fat. My son told me,
'Papa, you're fat.' I didn't think I was fat. Nobody told me that
I was fat. And I told him that, listen dude, I am not fat, I am
okay. But he said, 'No, you are fat, papa. There was this boy, who
I got into a fight with. He said your papa is fat and I could not
fight with them because you are fat.' So, I said okay give me some
time and this film (Om Shanti Om) required it and I wanted to have
a physical change.
I do not think people understand this. But I take my acting very
seriously. I just do not speak very seriously about it. I do not
act as if I am a great thinking actor but I think it very seriously.
One should have more than physical difference from the other characters.
It should be more than just putting a moustache or just doing some
getup.
I got very hard at it. People said 'airbrushing', so go and do airbrushing.
People say surgery, so go and get a surgery done. I also made it
a point that post the film, I will not flaunt it. If it is required,
I will do it. A lot of people told me, 'can you do a photoshoot
without your clothes?'
I said no. This was just for this film, like the beard for Chak
De. But I have started liking (my abs) and am addicted to it now.
So I am retaining it. It looks nice when you are taking a bath.
Shah Rukh, don't say
that. You could have all your fans lined up at your bathroom door.
I am such a capitalist,
I will charge for that.
Okay. Tell me Shah Rukh,
a role which is actually captured the real Shah Rukh.
See, the struggle is
that, to be able to play me one day. Everyone tells me, those are
mannered and those are crutches and the way I act. But the idea,
the ultimate day for retirement would be if I can just play me.
The most difficult thing for an actor, I believe, is to play yourself.
I do other characters because I do not like me. The idea is to be
able to, one day, play someone I do not like and that would be me
and my attempt is that. So, Inshallah, one day I will manage it.
But every film that I have done have parts of me -- Dilwale Dulhania
Le Jayenge had a part of me, Kabhi Haan Kabhi Na had a part of me,
Kuch Kuch Hota Hai had a part of me, but that had a younger part
of me. I think Chak De has, Don has a lot of me, Baazigar has...
All those are slightly
grey characters.
These are some base elements
that I have. I would not use them in society or in my life. But
it is great to be able to give them by playing it. Now I like, 'Don
ko pakdna muskil hi nahi...' I enjoy that. They are very close to
my heart because there is a part of me in it. I do not know if in
one lifetime as an actor, I would ever manage to play me. But that
would be the ultimate.
I am not claiming that it would be quite interesting, it could be
quite boring. But it would be nice as an actor to achieve that plane
of acting where I just play me.
Besides you, who would
you cast as Shah Rukh Khan from the current film industry?
I do not know.
There is only one Shah
Rukh Khan.
No, no, no. I am sure
there are guys better than me. But if I take one name then I am
not being right to a lot of good actors.
My life is like a movie. He comes from Delhi, lost his parents,
has a dream, sort of fulfils it and talks to NDTV and talks about
it and casts him. The character is so wonderful. I think anyone
would be able to play it. I think it is a movie and I hope movie
does not end.
Any role in a 2007 film
which you wish you had done?
No, I stop doing that, choosing roles which I wish can do or will
do. The way I have gone now, I believe -- and I am not being pompous
-- that give me any role and I will make it the best role possible.
But I really enjoyed being the quizmaster in Kaun Banega Crorepati.
I really had a great time doing that. That is the closest I have
come to playing Shah Rukh Khan. Like, I have that sense of humour,
I like people and I am kind to them.
Chak De was very interesting because it was a lot like me, when
I am doing homework with my kids.
You are tough taskmaster.
They say, 'papa, you play that exactly how you do homework with
us.'
And Om Shanti Om is really nice. I think 2007 had perhaps the best
work of my life. I may not be able to do it (again) and I may not
get any award from NDTV again. So I doubt whether I will ever get
the Indian of the Year Award entertainer.
It has been 17-18 years (in the industry) and you get a couple of
great years. This was one of them. And I do not think it will get
better than this. I will get roles and x,y,z awards but it wont
get better than this.
No, I am sure. Tell me,
where does the cheeky side of Shah Rukh Khan come from? Where does
those little quips on and off screen come from?
I was taught by my father
that if you add humour, life will be much easier. Pranoy (Roy) was
telling me to ask the Prime Minister a question. I would have asked
him if he would still remember the movie. Can he remember the name
of the movie...?
I think people understand. I do not mean it with malice or I am
not trying to undermine or disrespect anyone. I do it because everybody
should laugh. Making people laugh comes naturally. I do not prepare
for it. I mean, I do not sit down and read books. I like the fact
that I can crack a joke and sometimes get away with it; saying things
which are very serious.
Any unfinished dreams?
What is left for Shah Rukh Khan? Lots more, I hope. But for you
particularly... Do you want to scale Mount Everest, something like
that?
Work-wise, I am doing
good. I am happy with what I have done and achieved. And hopefully,
I will continue to do so as long as I play myself. But it is not
something like a dream. I would like to give good education to my
kids. And not just through school. I think in Dhirubhai Ambani School,
they are studying very wonderfully. But besides that, I would like
them to be educated; I would like them to be young educated Indians.
That is the dream. That is more difficult to do that just saying
it.
I like to think it as a dream at this point of time, my greatest
fulfillment in life would be if I can educate my son and daughter
to be young educated Indians of caliber, do something for the nation
in whatever line of work they do. They need not be politicians,
businessmen, actors, whatever job they want to do. I just hope that
they help the country with their education.
In many ways, a proud
father, a great husband and fantastic actor and of course, an Indian
of the Year Shah Rukh Khan, thank you so much for joining us.
Shah Rukh: Thank you
very much and bless you.