The End
Next evening I went to pick her. She
was dressed casually but was in light makeup and wearing
her hair in a different style. Her hair looked longer; I
guess she had tried
blow-drying them straighter. She was charming; charming
enough to be a celebrity, a star and all that she dreamt
of. I knew she'd been practising what to show, tell and
sing. All of her morning must have been spent in this 'visualising'
and self-talk. She must have been imagining herself in 'La
Gala' at least twice a week for dinners and teas with
bigwigs. I sincerely hoped she'd realise her dream in
future.
While walking out and closing her
flat's door, she again handed me her well-worn diary. She
said she had written something in the middle of the night
when she couldn't sleep. I opened the page with a little
bookmark in it and read it to myself:
Out of the mist you appear in front of
me,
I shall hold you close and protect you
from all evils,
Please don't walk away when I feel so
lonely,
But instead you walk right ahead while
I call you in yells,
I knew you were a happy soul, so
carefree,
But in my mind, your last look into my
eyes still dwells,
A clear wave from the ocean wipes you
away,
And into the thin air and away, your
body melts….
End
"I wrote it when I had the
nightmare again."
"But why did you write 'end' after
it?" She giggled slightly, "Because that's the
end of my nightmare story!"
I closed the diary when I noticed she
was looking very closely at me. I looked at her
questioningly, and found out she thought my maroonish
muffler didn't quite look right on me. I wasn't dressed to
impress her assistant director, but I understood she
wanted me to be presentable enough if the director would
want to meet me, too. I took it off and pulled it around
her shoulders.
"There, you can wear it
instead." "I need a mirror to know if I look
hideous or not!"
She didn't look hideous. But she
started running suddenly when she saw a car stop across
the street. I couldn't laugh enough on her excitement, so
I yelled after her: "Don't go hug him!"
She turned around smiling and waved
back when a humongous white vehicle hit right into her,
making her fall on the road. Her bag was thrown on the
other side and a million flanked the sideway to help her.
I ran as fast as I could to see how badly she was hit but
when I saw her bloodied face and clothes, the maroonish
red muffler of mine, I think I knew what had happened.
She never opened her eyes again. It was
the end of her story.
The New Beginning
It happened right in front of me. The
lady was running towards my car when the bus hit her so
hard, it broke her crown and gave her several other
injuries. She was clutching onto a little book. Since, my
car was near, I asked others to pick her and take her to
the nearest hospital before it was too late.
I took hold of that book and put it in
my briefcase till she could come around and I could return
it to her. But that never happened. The man that was with
her hardly said much. I only knew her name was Sasha till
I read her little book about her. She was a little
dreamer, I came to know. I was a nearly bankrupt director.
I needed good stories more than good money to survive on.
My contacts were no more working. And I had no idea what
really to do but to enter into partnership with my old
buddies at home.
That evening I was returning back to
Chicago, this woman not only gave me an illustrative idea
about a new movie but also a written copy of the script. I
tried contacting the man who was with her at that time but
he never answered my letters. So I did what I could.
I produced the movie called 'Sasha, The
Cher'. All we needed to do was hunt for a model with
innocent features and long brown hair who would look
carefree enough to run across the road to meet me.
After the movie was complimented by the
critics and I got enough standing in the business again, I
sold the poems by Sasha to different artists who sang them
and compiled an album, named Sasha, too.
The best part of her story, the critics
said, was her last poem. And the way she wrote the end.
Today, she remains as one of the most mysterious yet
famous woman of the history. Sasha, who knew her own
story. And wrote her own life.